She dont Know that is Love Of My Life

Just a year ago I was with this guy named Carlos he was very sweet and handsome, Untill things started falling apart. He cheated on me the whole time. I was so sad, mad and depressed. I didn't know how to handle it and I didn't know the guy that I loved could ever do that to me. It was hard the first two months but then I started to feel like I would never be happy again and I met this guy named Juan. Juan was so handsome, he was funny, he was caring and he really showed me a good time. I started to like him a little bit but he liked another girl so I didn't wanna get in the way of what could have been with him and the other girl. So one day I was talking to Juan as usual and we kissed. I enjoyed the kiss but I just didn't want to be in a relationship because I have just recently been hurt and I have been doing fine I was happy.. So I talked to Juan because he didn't understand why I didn't want a relationship. He understood so we just talked as friends and I had been getting jelous when he would talk about other girls.. I had been gaining alot of feelings for Juan and decited maybe I should get with him since I was happy when I talked to him and seen him, when he wasn't with me I would miss him alot.